Hello Readers,
I've been gone for quite sometime. A lot has happened in the months I have not written. I finally went on a road trip and saw some of the country. Not the pretty part, but it was still some of the country I have never seen. I have had mini heart breaks and been reconnected with lost loves. I have also become unemployed and life hasn't been very easy, but I'm blessed with great family to help me out through this time I'm going through.
I have been considering the Air Force for the second time. Life has just been too tough and the Air Force seems like a good answer. If I am not accepted into the AF I will truly not know what to do anymore. I would like to have hope, but I've gotten my hopes up too much these past few months while looking for work and had great opportunities that I thought would pan out and I'd get hired, but there was always someone more qualified than me. So we'll see.
On an exciting note! My Sister-In-Law will be having her 4th baby this Late November early December. And my little sister, who had her first this past January, is pregnant again and just told the family last night that she is not just pregnant, she is having twins!! I am so excited for her! I can't wait to find out what she will be having and if they are identical. I hope they are identical girls. But only time will tell.
Until another time,
The Dreamer
Basically my public diary to vent my problems, issues, concerns, excitments and joys where no one who knows me will be.
Monday, October 4, 2010
Thursday, July 1, 2010
A Day In The Life Of...Day 38
I was gone all day and didn't have time to upload pictures so maybe tomorrow. I promise I will do it soon. I made Yakisoba tonight and oh my goodness I'm amazing in the kitchen and I don't mind saying so. There were so many veggies in it like shallots and broccoli and kohlrabi and onions and asparagus. A-mazing! Then I read the story of D.B. Cooper to my family. I love that story. He is one of the coolest persons in History. It would be so awesome if someone came across a clue that led to the solving of the case. He fascinates me! I also read the story about the Lady of the Lake. The story about the lady who had been murdered and thrown into Crescent Lake in Washington and surfaced after the rope deteriorated and she floated to the top and was completely soap! Really cool story. Anyway, I'm tired and need to get up kind of early. So...
Until Tomorrow,
The Dreamer
Until Tomorrow,
The Dreamer
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
A Day In The Life Of...Day 37
Oh my, I've been busy lately and haven't had time to blog. Also, I took a day off from the computer I think yesterday. I cleaned like mad today and did laundry and sang and danced to oldies music. It was great! Tomorrow is my Friday and I CAN'T WAIT to be done working for the week! I don't work again until Wednesday, unless you count Tuesday's house cleaning job I have, but I consider that fun, not work. I will try to upload pictures tomorrow. I'm too tired tonight to do that.
Until Tomorrow,
The Dreamer
Until Tomorrow,
The Dreamer
Sunday, June 27, 2010
Saturday, June 26, 2010
A Day In The Life Of...Day 35
More Mushrooms along our walk today. So I took their picture.
Remember these three from yesterday? Well, the tall one opened up today! It was cool!
This is a horse I got to pet today while on my walk. She came right up to the fence. Such a sweet Face
This is the Big Band playing their music.
All the people that came
My family eating while listening to the music
Aren't they adorable sitting in their chairs!?
Hello once again. Today was kind of nice. I went on a walk this morning with my mom and sister-in-law and we walked by this field where there were 3 horses. The paint horse came right up to the fence and let us pet her for like 5 min and then she went back to eating grass. She was so friendly! I went to a free concert in the park in the little city next to us tonight and there was a Big Band playing swing type music. I LOVE Big Band music! It was very relaxing and kind of got my mind off of stress for a little while. Tomorrow I go to Silverwood with my family. I'm not looking forward to it because I think I look like a cow right now, but that will soon change when my income gets back to normal with the temp jobs. I will get my protein shakes back again and I will try to fit a gym into my budget. Anyway...
Until Tomorrow,
The Dreamer
Friday, June 25, 2010
A Day In The Life Of...Day 34
This is my fat Nephew's knee!! Look at the rolls!!
So today I decided I'm going to quit my job and go work for a Temp Agency I've worked for in the past. I will tell them I don't want less than a $10 an hour job and full-time and then I will quit my nanny job and be rid of the life of "poverty" that I was living in. Today was pretty much the last straw. She tells me, "Oh by the way, the 5Th is a holiday day off at the company I work for so you will only need to work the two days that week." I asked her, "So I DON'T get Holiday pay then?" She said no and that it wasn't in our agreement, which in the beginning of my employment with her she said it wasn't a "written in stone" kind of agreement and can be changed at any time. So for the week of the 4Th I get 1/3 of my paycheck taken away because SHE and her husband get it off with pay. So they both get paid that day, but don't have the integrity to pay me for the day they MAKE me take off and I never get to make up. I left work so mad today and she knew it I'm sure. She also said to me, "Most part-time jobs don't even get Holiday pay anyway." Well Nanny jobs are different and most of THEM DO pay holiday pay! With it being such a devastating amount to take away from me just because they want to be selfish about it is unfair. Am I wrong about this? I just think they are being very underhanded about the whole situation. Anyway, so I went walking through Costco crying while my mom shopped. I was so upset and still am. I came home from that and went for a run down my driveway which is pretty long and my upper chest hurt and I felt very dizzy. Not sure if it is just because I'm so out of shape or what. I love to run, but I have a hard time doing it because my body doesn't like to. After I run I cough a lot, almost like my lungs have been filled with smoke or something. It is weird. Then I made dinner and ate with my family. Not a really great day for me, but I'm sure there will be great days ahead.
Until Tomorrow,
The Dreamer
Thursday, June 24, 2010
A Day In The Life Of...Day 33
Before I had taken this picture of the Sun, it looked like a bright hole in the clouds with blue sky behind it. But by the time I took it, it looked like the sun again. I was driving so it changed fast.
The color of these cherry's were so beautiful. My camera couldn't capture it's true color, but they were so much deeper than the color shown in the picture.
I just watched P.S. I Love You. I cried. It is a sad, but great movie. It makes me want to go visit Ireland even more. I feel it calling to me! It is so beautiful there! I went to the farmers market today with my mum. There is a lady there who is going to make my quilt for me. Since I would probably procrastinate and never get it done. She is so fast it will be done in a week, but 2 at the most. It is going to be so beautiful! I am so excited. I just realized I've been doing this for exactly a month now! Even though I haven't done it daily like I had meant to, I've stuck with it and that is what matters.
Until Tomorrow,
The Dreamer
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
A Day In The Life Of...Day 32
Well yet another day has passed. I'm exhausted and want to sleep. I'm a wee bit depressed with my weight because I am almost back to the heaviest I've ever been. I'm trying to change that because I don't want to get back up there again. I miss being attractive to guys. I don't believe I am anymore. I would also like to be attractive to myself. So, here's to a try at a new start once again. I hope something works soon. I'm tired of being overweight. We've been having a thunderstorm the past hour or so. It's been nice. I love storms.
Until Tomorrow,
The Dreamer
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
A Day In The Life Of...Day 31
Today seemed to be very productive job hunt wise. I went to the casino where my bestie works and it felt good when I went in there. Very positive. I think I have a pretty good chance at getting the job there. I really hope I do. My financial troubles will be solved if I get a full time job there. We'll see how it turns out. I call them tomorrow morning to bug the HR lady. I was done so early in the day with all my job hunting that I got so bored today. I watched a movie, but was bored after that. I hate that I get bored so easy. When I get bored I don't want to do things like I know I should be doing. Like reading or studying. I just want to get out of the house to do things when I get that way. Someday maybe I'll have more excitement in my life.
Until Tomorrow,
The Dreamer
Until Tomorrow,
The Dreamer
Monday, June 21, 2010
A Day In The Life Of...Day 30
Well happy first day of Summer. It was ever so rainy here. I loved it :) I'm probably about the only one that enjoyed it. Everyone is beginning to wonder if we will even have a summer this year. Our garden needs to grow. It has been watered enough. I say being on some sun. It was so cold out tonight I could see my breath! It shouldn't be that way almost into July! I've been applying to jobs what seems like all day. Big named places too! I'm hoping something will turn up here soon. I'm going to apply at the casino where my friend works since they are hiring. I hope I get a job just because she works there. As in, I hope I get the job with her as my in. I don't want to work there just because she is there. I need the money so badly. We shall see how it goes. I am sure tired of being broke though. I'm looking more forward to next spring everyday because my tax return is going to be amazing! I hope.
Until Tomorrow,
The Dreamer
Sunday, June 20, 2010
A Day In The Life Of...Day 29
Oh my goodness! So I posted "My Love Story" up on my facebook website, and for the first time I think ever, I was finally noticed for my writing talents! I have always loved writing and it has always been something that just comes so easily to me. To finally be noticed for it and complimented on it was just the cherry on the cake for my day :) It is a love of mine, but I don't think I'd want to do it for a living and have the stress of a deadline. I just think that would kill my love for it. Dancing is another love of mine. I used to want to be a choreographer, but I never went down that road. You know, I wish I would have rethought my college choice a lot more because I didn't go to school for anything I love. What was I thinking?
Until Tomorrow,
The Dreamer
Saturday, June 19, 2010
A Day In The Life Of...Day 28
I spent a couple hours writing my love story and thought I would share it. But I have no idea how to copy and paste something to here. Just know it was well written and it is a great story. I had a nice day spending it with family and reading the Torah. It was pretty warm out. It was around 80 degrees. Well, I'm going to get to bed. I work at the church tomorrow. I'll try to figure out a way to post my story without having to rewrite it all.
Until Tomorrow,
The Dreamer
Friday, June 18, 2010
A Day In The Life Of...Day 27
LOL I love being a dork!
Drunk Kisses lol
I love how this one turned out. Very cool looking.
You can see my shadow :)
I got to go Frisbee Golfing today with my friend and we had a blast! It took 3 hours to do an 18 hole course, but it was mainly because it was spread out so far. It was beautiful though, set right on the river. We had lots of fun! I came home and had a lovely tasty dinner with family and now I'm going to think about going to bed haha.
Until Tomorrow,
The Dreamer
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