Saturday, December 13, 2008

Weightloss


I really need to loose like 50 lbs. I basically have to do it alone and I would like some advice if anyone has any. Tips on what to do to loose it fast and keep it off and doing it alone. Anything would help. I would love your input. This picture of me was taken last March and I have gained about 20 lbs since I believe. I might not look very big, but to me I am. I weigh almost 200lbs. I am 5'5". I am overweight by every weight chart out there. Please help!! ~Dreamer

Love: A Memory

A memory that never was will always be; be in my heart of you and me. A love that was only a dream, a dream never seen. A dream that will stay a dream.
There once was a girl who met a guy. Their emotions evolved when they looked eye to eye. Smiles were cast, thoughts grew fast of something that will never be. But there is always the thought, the thought of what might have been. A love that would stand through thick and thin. He liked her, she liked him, but it wasn't enough. It just wasn't enough.
I write this poem, a poem of emotions and of a love that never was but will always be a memoy to me.
~Anonymous

Life and the things that annoy

Do you ever just get annoyed by the littlest things in life? I live with my family (Dad, Mom, Brother, Sister-in-law, 1 yr. old Nephew, and Grandma) and I have the hardest time getting along with my Sister-in-law. She is 4 or 5 years older than me and turns little things into a huge deal, or a yelling match. I get tired of feeling like a guest in my parents house. She doesn't make me feel very welcome. The fighting and the arguing just really get to me sometimes. I can't stand to be around it anymore. I would move out, but I just moved back home from College and I am trying to catch up on my bills and get "debt free" before I have to start paying off my school loans. Also the job I have now, though it has the possibility to be full-time, the economy just sucks so bad right now that the work just isn't there. I am trying to get a second job, but that is close to impossible here right now. Especially in the City I'm in. People think the economy is going to get better, but I have news for people that do... The dollar is going to be worthless by summer, and the only thing that will be worth having so you can buy anything is gold and silver. BUT the Government is talking about putting a Gold Ban on again in the USA but if you have Maple Leaf gold ounce coins or other foreign gold, they can't take it away from you. Silver is being sold at a low price right now compared to gold. Gold is almost a thousand dollars for one ounce, but silver is only like $13 something. There is word of Silver going up after the first of the year and being just as expensive as gold and if you have silver that you bought at $13 you will have quite a bit of money after the price goes up. Stocking up on food and safty/survival supplies (wilderness gear or camping gear, safety kits, first aid kits etc.) is the smart thing to do in this day and age. Once the dollar is worthless, people will be desperate for food and it will come to the point of killing people for food and we the people will destroy anything and everything just to survive. Learn how to live off the land, hunt, fish, survive in freezing temps, natural growing herbs that help heal illnesses. Most people that read this will think I am crazy, but you will soon find out that what I am saying holds a lot of truth. The government isn't out to save you if you think that, they are out to destroy you. They only care about #1. They are evil and greedy. So wise up and get smart about the coming times. You will need stuff to survive on because the government wont help you when hard times come. The UN is in the process of talking about selling America to other countries to pay back all the debt. China is talking about owning Washington, Oregon, and California here soon, and I think Germany or Russia is talking about taking over Alaska. It is getting pretty scary out there and we need to start helping each other and getting prepared, because when the shit hits the fan and you have nothing, you will not survive. Take my words as you will and I hope the best for you in the future to come. ~Dreamer

Saturday, December 6, 2008

Goals

Boy do I have goals. Big ones too. I recently graduated from Culinary school and I can now be a Pastry Chef if I so choose. Someday I want to open my own soup shop. I have the name pretty much picked out and the location I would like to have it in. I know it would be a hit. I'm great with soups! But that isn't my goal right now. I am really trying to loose unwanted weight. I used to workout so much, but I haven't done it in a couple years I think. When I moved to the city I am in now I weighed 134 but now I'm 175. I want to try to loose the weight by June because I am going to be going on a trip with my 2 best friends. It would be the vacation of a lifetime and I want to look great for it. It will be to Florida for a week. I am a big Nascar fan and I really want to go to the Daytona 500 while I am down there. I'm trying to get a second job so I can pay bills and save money for the trip. There is always something isn't there? I really want to save money for a trip to Ireland for my birthday next fall too but that is too big of a goal I think. I would also like to get married someday, but I don't have any prospects. I'm not ugly by any means and I don't look like a cow. I have a great smile, according to the million people who have told me so. I'm fun and have a great sense of humor and I'm a smart woman. I've been told I'm too intimidating. But I don't know what to change about myself to not be intimidating. But I don't want to have to change myself just to get a date anyway. If someone can't love me for me, then they are not meant for me and are a waste of time. Right? I do have more goals, but I could be here all night talking about them and I'm not sure how deep into my goals I want to go tonight. So I will end this blog for now...

~Dreamer